Dreaming.... One Shade of Hannah lifted!

Scared of the unknown...but pretending that commitment is not a factor at all.  hmmm commitment is nothing bad it just seemed like that to me.

Seemed like I was submitting to something that well,  I thought I would never live up to! 

Intertwining of the body, torso to torso..  A thrust up and down numerous amounts of time. A sigh let out.  then I reach for my wine and I collect my thoughts....only after a couple more sips did I realize that my mind is letting me know the one thing I feared was the one thing that held my mind captive. Now that is all I want... To let my body be captivated by the one thing that  felt so wrong... but feels sooo good!! hmmmm, never keep yourself a secret keep on finding you and pulling back one shade at a time..

Wine~o

XOXOXOXO

The Girl Next Door???

So yeah I am back again, and I just would like to take the time to say I love writing now, I don't care who is reading or who is giving comments I am writing for my betterment.. Which leads me to say that I am trying to discover ME,  Well "The Fifty Shades of Hannah"   Through this, all I can say I am really doing a great job of finding myself.. Well, what was there and I never utilized it.. lol  

So what I am saying is I have left the age old thought behind of nice, sweet and intelligent girls finishing last.  I have decided that I rock.  NO MATTER WHAT!!  Anyway I have decided to lift the shades one at a time... I have changed so much.. Instead of a bucket list I am going to have a Shades list What It is that I would like to lift and show myself as well as you all what lies beneath a certain shade!!  Gosh don't let me ummmmm reveal something that will shock me more than you!  

I will be getting these together and know that my Shades are prolly going to disturb some of you all since you have this picture of "The Girl Next Door" 

Wine~o
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Yeah Its Me!

Well as you can see, I have not been back but you better bet your bottom dollar that I have still been drinking my wine!!  Whatever gets you through the day is what makes you a happy go lucky kinda person!!  NO NO NO! I am not an alcoholic I am just a girl that feels she deserves some wine from time to time. 


So what have I been doing since I have been away??? I really don't know.. To fill you in on one thing.. I don't have a job.. don't worry peeps it is by choice, I felt like I needed to get some me time (like I don't already have enough) but, I really did need it.. I am still in school and looks like I am going to be having another degree before too long... HELLS YEAH!!!   


So what you all think about The Fifty Shades Of Grey??  If you have not read it, you need to be put over my knee and spanked.. It was the best 3 days of my life reading that book! It made me want to venture in the world of .. Oh well lets not jump the gun to much, just know there is really something out there and it is called "Kinky~Fuckery" I did not say that.. Christian Grey in the book called it that.. but I will say.. while I am signing off.......YOU HEARD IT HERE FOLKS!!   There is such thing of KINKY~ Fuckery don't ask me how, just know that I KNOW!!!    NOW wheres my glass of wine!!

XOXOXOXO
Wine~o